

- Oct 20
- 3 min
Mashed Potatoes
Well, October finds me preparing for Car T cell therapy. I am scheduled to have my T-Cells harvested in early November. Once harvested,...
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- Oct 11
- 4 min
On Ringing Silence
Whenever crafting a performance, I always mine for the moments of silence - the reverent pauses that allow for the impact of the...
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- Sep 18
- 3 min
Operating Small
It is just about Fall. As a personal update, we are working towards a Car T cell therapy protocol for the treatment of my Multiple...
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- Sep 9
- 4 min
On Pins and Needles
I hope I have not kept you waiting in anticipation for this month’s column, dear reader. It comes to you late in order to accommodate a...
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- Aug 21
- 4 min
Overwhelmed?
So, this is how it is for me: No matter how much I try to accept my fate, I still struggle with these facts: I have cancer/multiple...
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- Jul 21
- 3 min
On Silver Linings and Golden Repairs
I celebrated a birthday this month. Not a monumental one by any means, but another full orbit on this planet nonetheless. Just like with...
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- Jul 20
- 4 min
Why? Because.
I want to let you know that I so appreciate, respect, and empathize with your struggles, your worries, your good days and your not so...
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- Jun 20
- 3 min
On Tooth Fairies and Whimsy
Humans have adapted a quirky way of framing natural occurrences that are novel or frightening in the lives and minds of our children....
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- Jun 20
- 4 min
Average
Average: a single value that represents or summarizes the general significance of a set of unequal values. As a former engineer, the...
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- May 22
- 3 min
Get Busy
I could be wrong here (and that would not be very notable) but I believe there is a line in the movie The Shawshank Redemption where the...
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- May 15
- 4 min
On Practice
Shortly following my diagnosis, I was introduced to a well-connected couple in the MS Community who provided unsolicited support,...
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- Apr 21
- 3 min
A Simple Reminder
It is Spring and as such, tangible evidence of a renewal or new beginnings usually creeps into my general consciousness/awareness. The...
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- Apr 11
- 3 min
On Compromise
First thing’s first. Dear Reader, I owe you an apology for neglecting recent columns. It feels like life keeps delivering me a whirlwind...
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- Mar 22
- 4 min
A Bunch of Baloney
Personal Disclaimer: I have nothing against baloney. The title above is just a saying I have used on some occasions without harboring a...
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- Feb 21
- 3 min
And So It Goes
I am into my ninth year of living with Multiple Myeloma/cancer – over 12% of my life. For me, it represents a significant amount of time....
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- Jan 17
- 4 min
A Cup Of Coffee
This may be the hardest post that I have ever attempted to write, however, throwing caution to the wind, here goes anyway. A little over...
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- Jan 16
- 3 min
On Landmarks and Walking Paths
Last December I signed on to join a weekly 22-Minute Walking Challenge. The premise was simple: carve out 22 minutes once a week to go on...
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- Dec 19, 2022
- 3 min
Who Could Have Imagined.
Happy Holidays to all. May the blessings of the Season extend beyond the New Year for all who have taken the time to read this post. I...
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- Dec 12, 2022
- 4 min
On Nutcrackers and Physical Ability*
*Dedicated to Marsha Fay Knight and Dr. Tamara Miller, my Ballet and MS Drosselmeyers, respectively For a good portion of my life, I was...
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- Nov 20, 2022
- 4 min
Taking It To The Limit
Limit: A point or level beyond which something does not or may not extend or pass When diagnosed with Multiple Myeloma, I needed/wanted...
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- Nov 11, 2022
- 3 min
On Falling Short
I’m one of those people that hold high standards for themselves. I’ve always been that way. Even beyond elementary school, high school,...
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- Oct 21, 2022
- 3 min
Living in the Mystery
Sometimes, but not aways, people confuse me with what they say when I tell them I have Multiple Myeloma/cancer. I must admit that often I...
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- Oct 9, 2022
- 3 min
On Belonging
“Illness is the night side of life, a more onerous citizenship. Everyone who is born holds dual citizenship, in the kingdom of the well...
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- Sep 13, 2022
- 4 min
On Valued Community & Charting New Territory
The body is a fragile thing. As is the mind. How lucky to have community to shoulder some of the burden. To support. To commiserate. To...
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- Sep 13, 2022
- 2 min
Patience and Impossible
A shorter posting this month as we welcome a new author to the site. I thought it best not to get too wordy as a person can only take so...
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- Aug 12, 2022
- 4 min
Happy(?)
I have a tough time staying asleep at night which I have been told does not make me unique. Getting a solid 8 hours of uninterrupted...
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- Jul 12, 2022
- 3 min
My Oh My!!!
Please humor me this month OK. This month is different. Put away the blood numbers talk and the concern about neutrophil levels. Table...
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- Jun 13, 2022
- 3 min
Right Here!
“Remember that everything that has happened to you, all your previous experiences, your triumphs and failures, your sorrows and your joys...
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- May 14, 2022
- 4 min
The Big F
No - this article is not about my Medieval Literature grade in high school. Question: Do you recognize the following definition? An...
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- Apr 13, 2022
- 3 min
Do-Over
What would happen if you were given the chance to have a new life? One huge do-over!!! Now, how does that sound? Often times my mind...
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- Mar 12, 2022
- 4 min
Answers (?)
I am on a 35-day treatment cycle for my Multiple Myeloma. This past Monday I was scheduled to go to the cancer center at our hospital for...
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- Feb 15, 2022
- 3 min
Moving Forward
Brrrr, it's winter in Wyoming and the snow is piling high. This morning it was below zero and my fingers got numb from sweeping snow off...
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- Jan 14, 2022
- 3 min
House Cleaning
January 15, 2022 marks the seventh anniversary of my Multiple Myeloma (MM) diagnosis. There are times where I can barely remember what...
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- Dec 15, 2021
- 4 min
That Picture.
There is a picture on the wall in my home office of my Mom and Dad on their wedding day. It’s a formal pose quite common as wedding...
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- Nov 12, 2021
- 4 min
Candy Bar.
About 30 years ago Jimmy Buffett recorded an album called Fruit Cakes on which he sang a song called “Fruit Cakes In The Oven.” At the...
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- Oct 12, 2021
- 3 min
Work in Progress.
When I first started to write this column, I was uncertain as to what I should be writing about. However, as time passed, I came to...
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- Aug 31, 2021
- 4 min
OHHH, Good Question.
So, what does life “look like” with multiple myeloma? Great question! I am pretty sure that it looks different for each and every one of...
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- Jul 15, 2021
- 3 min
Simple Solutions.
Three months and counting. An M spike re-appeared in December after about five plus years of non-existence. My January and February...
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- Jun 30, 2021
- 4 min
The Horsemen
I will get right to the point. The M-spike re-appeared in my blood numbers. And, while it is at a relatively low level it none the less...
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